Wednesday, 4 April 2018

TUM TO HO

TUM TO HO 
#UNTOLDSTORY BY RUPEN AMRANIYA

Tum chalti ho chinab ki tarah, 
dikhti ho kisi khwab ki tarah,
rheti ho mere dil ki tarah, 
izhar bhi nahi kiya inqar bhi nahi kiya, 
pyar to badi baat hai usne to usi mod pe sath de diya.

 Pura ek saptah ho gya tha bate karte karte kabhi message pe kabhi call pe, lekin bate adhuri chhut ja rahi thi.

 To mene apna phone nikala aur likha, "coffee tomorow at 4.30 at cafe?" 
 
 gusse me hatash hoke chala gaya, exams chal rahi thi aur adat thi ki puri raat jagne ki, aur phone uthaya aur uska message top pe tha, make it one! me chilaya jor se subhe "4 se 5" ka esa vakt hota hai ki sab log so rahe hote hai, me us waqat pure room me ek jaghse dusri jagh pe chakar kat raha tha. 

 Afva thi ki me pagal hu, par us din me yakin karne laga tha ki me pagal hu. Par muje kaha padi thi, muje to us baat ki chinta thi me jau kaha aur kese, matlab! matlab mere sath ek ladki chal rahi hogi, Me pheli nazar usse dekhke dil har chuka tha, jab uska message bhi padta hu to mera dil dimag mere kabu me nahi rheta hai. Tasveer dekh leta hu to kahi ek pal ke liye kho sa jata hu, vo agar kahi dikh jaye to me mera rasta badl deta hu, aye din usi mod pe ruk kar vaha me uska intezar karta hu vo mere sath coffee pe aa rahi hai. 

"muje uske samne beth kar pure hosso aavaj me rhena hai are koi to bata do kese ?"

 Mene apne apko sameta or vapas meri chair pe jake beth gaya, or sochne laga khudko hi sab kuch bata ne laga khudse bate karne laga, ek pal to muje bhi samaj nahi aya ke us ladkine muje ha kese bol di kese? 

 Phir mene khud pura nirksan kiya mene ek esa cafe dhundha ki vo mere uske gharse dur ho, vaha tak ane jane me usko dekh saku samaj saku, koi dekh na le, milna to uske liye tha ki ham baat kar sake jaan sake or vo sath me sath mere budget me bhi ho mere mind ne bahut samjaya ke ye karna vo karna itni dalile pess ki sarkar ne demonetisation vakt pe bhi nahi di hogi. Dimag deta bhi kyu nahi, because "that my firt date ever!"
 
 21 salo se me uss waqt mahefuss rakha ta aur us roj me kisi aur ke sath batne ja raha tha. Aur us din me ek alag si baat thi, mano lag rha tha ki 21 saalo se vo din bus mera intezaar kar rha tha.

 blue mera favourite color. Gine chune collection mese sabse pasndidar t-shirt uthayi achi si mahengi vali ghadi pheni baal set kare mahenga perfume lagaya.

 Thik 4.15 se gharse nikal gaya kyoki me late poch na saku isliye. Vaha poch ke uska intezar kar saku. Ushi bich uska message aya mene phone mene dekha ki likha tha ki,
"sorry, I will take a bit more time to ready so we can meet at 5.00 ?"

 Na karne ki to kohi gunjahis hi nahi thi.  

 Muje esa laga ki khuda muje waqt de raha hai ki fursat se taiyar hoja beta, usse pheli baar karib se dekhne ke liye.
Me thik 4.30 vaha phocha. Jese jese time bitta gaya dhire dhire mere dil ki dhadkane tej hone lagi or dimag to kabka kaam karne ka bandh kar diya tha.

 Me usi baat ki rehearsal ki me usse hey kese kahunga ke me uske sath hand sake karu ki bus wave karke chod du. Phir socha ki hand shake kar lunga ussi bahane uska hath tham to paunga! Pata hi nahi chalake iss bich me kaha 5.00 baj gaye aur uska call aya, 

"kaha ho tum me tumhari batayi jagah pe khadi hu ?" 

Meri narzre charo tarf dhundh ne lagi, 

vapis uska call aya 
She says,"i guess, i see you, you are in blue t-shirt right ?"
Me says," Yes! "
She says," Wait i will come. "
Hang up the call.

Me uska wait karne laga, vo piche se ayi tub phone me kuch kar raha tha. Usne dupta phena tha vo boli,
"Hey, Chale"
Mene bola,"Chalo"

 Mene jo destination select ki thi vaha chalne lage pass me hi thi jagaeh meeting place se.

Humne vhicle park kiya or me age chalne laga aur usse vhicle park nahi ho raha tha to mene bola,
"Can I Help You?"
She say," Yes. "
Aur mene uska vhicle par kar diya.

 Aur vapis me chalne laga, aur usne uske chahere se dupata hataya uske baal thik karne lagi. Aur me muda aur dekha to meri akhe or muw khula ka khula hi rah gaya.

 Mene jesi hi uper dekha vo samne khadi thi or us ek pal me!!!

 samaj a gaya ki jadugari kya cheez hai, muje ese laga ki puri kaynaat kuch ese hi thahar gayi hai, uske kadam mere taraf  ane lage, laga ki mosum ki pheli bunde mere par girne lagi aur khuda ne liki hui sabse khubsoorat kahani ko me padh raha hu aur mano ye puri dunia mujpe hass rahi ho aur ye boll rahi he hash ke hahaha ab tu kisi kaam ka nahi raha.

 Vo thaheri boli, Hey, Hie ! 

 Ye saqs jo puri dunia ke samne bolne ki sarforass rakhta hai.
 
 Aaj uss do akho ke samne uski zuban lakhdane aur hichkichane lagi.
 
 Muje kuch samaj nahi aya aur mene bus mera hath age badhaya muje pure 10 min lage khudko samet kar, usse paheli line bolne ke liye.

 Aur vo tha ki aaa u aa ki tumhe der to nahi ho rahi ?
 
 Vo hasne lagi kaha ki abhi to me ayi hu kuch time ke baad jaugi, kambakt muje kaha pata tha ki vo itni dare laga degi.

 Uss bich me mene kha andar chale. Aur bethe uske baad vo ek ke baad dushri, dushri ke baad tishri, rishri ke baad chothi kahania sunane lagi aur chup chap me sunta gaya.
 
 Ye ladaka jo puri dunia ko apni kahani sunata hai, aaj vo uss ladki ki baat sunne laga chup chap uski puri dastan sun na chahta tha.

 Me order dene gaya kyuki vaha pe self service tha to me vaha jaana bhi bhul gaya aur confused ho gaya to vo hasne lagi, "tum itne me bhi confused ho jate ho ?" aur vo soch rahi hogi ke kish pagal ke pass pala pad gaya hai.

 Mene menu card pakdke uske pass badhaya aur kaha kya logi tum ? vo boli muje nahi pata kya acha hai aur kya nahi, me bola are ye kya baat hui chalo batao kya pioge coffee? vo boli bade sifadat se tuje jo pasand hai vo mangva de.

 Aur uske baad ek ek karke sare raaj uske pass rakhta gaya vo motio ki tarah ek ke baad ek puroti gai. Uss ek pal me laga ki kuch aur hi socha tha dil harne se phele, par tum ese hi to achi ho ! 

 Coffee khatam ki aur hum uthh hi rahe the ki mene pucha ab.

 Usne bola bus me gharpe 1 hr kahi kahke ayi thi to ab muje jana padega. Muje kuch kahane tha lekin bol nahi paya samaj hi nahi a raha tha ki kya bolu kese bolu vo ja rahi he roku kese? Mere syllabus ke hisab se hum coffee pike to bethne vale the lekin usko jana tha. Mene bola thik hai chalo chalthe he, bahar jake ek selfie li or pheli baar kisi ladki ka hath mere pass tha vo qarib thi or jo hava chuke nikli shardi ke mosum tha aur uss shardi me kya pata kaha khhayal ho gaya mai! Aaj bhi yaad hai vo 1st Dec 2016.

 Last baar sidi sath sath utre rahe the, tabhi kabhi bato me hichkichata lakhdata or kuch bolata utne laga vo sunne lagi. Usne sub kuch kaha usse kya pasand hai kya nahi. Har pal muje bolne lagi gharki kahania or me sune laga.

 Aur muje laga tha ye mulaakat ke baad hamre bich me kuch baat to ban jayegi par dekhte dekhte mere umeed ek riste me badlne lagi me samaj gaya tho vo bhi kuch kahena chahti hai.

 Lekin me phele batana chahata tha ki kitni khash ho mere liye! Aur muje samaj nahi a raha thi ki kub or kese, kafi din guzre phirse us dat vali adhuri baat batane gaya ki kitni mahobaat hai tujse kitna pyar karta hu tuje, ye batana chahta tha ki ..... 


" Will you marry me ?"

 Uske bich me mere raaz khule chodta tha vo samaj jati thi vo bhi kahina kahi muje yahi batana chahti thi ki ussi tarah vo moti ki tarah uthane ke liye usi dhage me purane ki usse bhi jaldi thi !

 Iss baar me hichkihaya nahi uske ane ka intezar kiya or hath wave karke kuch baat karke bol diya, 
" Will you be my world ?" sath sath mene mera dil bi kholke rakh diya!
 
 I was seating there convencing my feeling with cup of coffee in my hand and requsting her to say yes.

 Time pass ke liye to koi bhi kesi kesi bate karke usse bol deta he lekin mene usko meri chahat, sapna, duniya banne ke liye bola tha. 

 Aj bhi yaad hai muje vo bus meri baat sunene ke liye chup thi or jese hi baat khatam hui muje chipak gai or mere kaan me kuche boli, "Yes, I will Marry You."

 Me aaj bhi sochta hu ki usne vo javab deke ek kahani bana di hai!
 
kuch aur hi socha tha dil harne se phele, 
bus tum esi hi to achi ho.
Kuch khudme hi to gum raheti ho, mujse bhi bat kam kheti ho,
kuch bhul jani tumhari adat,
bewaqt mushkurana jese ibadat,
tumhare har waqt muje lagti ho achi,
kuch aur hi socha tha dil harne se phele, 
bus tum esi hi to achi ho.
Phir esa dhoka phir kab hoga,
kab uss pal ka ahesas phir kab hoga,
kabhi to sunogi na mere dil ki pukar phirse,
kuch aur hi socha tha dil harne se phele, 
bus tum esi hi to achi ho.

!!!!!!